May 5, 2019- Eve at 4.5 months. Wow!

Wow. Life is stress-full. FULL OF STRESS. I've been thinking lately, how do people get through these rough times with a baby... And some even have two, and more. One is difficult.

Lately - I've been trying to work on my goals of ensuring my babies safety and development at all times. ❤️ Living with meaning.
Trying to keep my b living area clean and trying b to cook. But it's so b hard to b be a mom and cook. I miss not having to worry so b much v about Ppl bc I can't v control them. ❤️ It is really b impossible to control people. Today, I tried putting my 4.5 month old down to nap and she just v would not fail asleep until I placed her on my b chest, fed her, and rocked her v with bbrooke white v noise. Wow.

One hour. 30 m nap with a 30 m nap.

1. I am happy shes healthy and safe. I am really happy.